Be careful what you wish for ...

Be careful what you wish for ...

This week I have had several reminders of how closely I am watched over from unseen guardians. 

I have had yet another witness of the universe's influence in my life. 

Maybe it is just a small reminder that I am not forgotten. 

I live in a historic house that is 132 years old. There is a board fence that has been here longer than anyone living can remember. It is one of the last here in Escalante. I usually walk around my property each day to admire the flowers, trees, and my huge crop of sunflowers. I was noticing that old board fence needed some repair and I wished that I had some old boards to do the repairs. It is not possible to buy old fence wood so I had decided to do the best I could with nails and wire. 

The next day I walked to the local store to do some shopping and noticed that one of the neighbors was replacing their old fence with a new one. I made some inquiries and the very next day had more than enough old boards to repair the old fence and build 4 "new" old gates to complete my fence project. 

I find myself being constantly reminded that I am not alone. 

There are unseen beings around me waiting to help me fulfill my desires and dreams. 

  I detached from watching the network news and even the local news. 

I find I am now more connected to important life enhancing information. 

Peace has replaced chaos and I am able to connect with Higher truth and Light. 

I was pondering my situation recently and wondering what changes might be happening in my life. I can feel the winds of change and I know there are events being aligned for me to follow. 

This week I experienced a new kind awareness that I was unable to reference in my understanding. 

It felt like someone opened a doorway and for a few moments, I connected with that energy. I don't know how it will affect me or how I will use it but it is now a part of me. 

My life has changed drastically over these past two years as I have come to know “me” in a way that was not possible before. 

Inside, there is a guiding voice that sometimes brings me to tears and sometimes to riotous laughter. 

I re-found an old friend who has always been here, but has mostly remained silent. I knew him as a child but when I began to accept the teaching and programing of the world around me, that old friend became silent. He surfaced at various times in my life to help me but his wisdom was often overwhelmed by the competing noise of the world. 

It is now time to embrace this inner voice and transform into the “real” me.

It is often a new experience to embrace and trust this inner part of me, but it is undeniable that my spiritual programing is coming on line.

I have chosen to share my experiences with you because I know that I am not alone in these changes. 

I know the answers will come to me when I am ready. 

I know the answers you seek will come to you. 

I trust in a Higher Power that will bring us all to a place of peace and understanding. 

Be careful what you wish for...

Be grateful when it comes.

In the words of Tiny Tim, God bless us, everyone!

Listening

It’s happening again, that feeling ...

It has been unmistakable, the feelings that I have been getting these past weeks. It is the same one that has always preceded my shifting from one environment to another.

I should have known this spring when I just couldn’t find joy in planting my garden. I put it off until June when I finally put in a few vegetables, just in case my timing was off.

It is always so plain and clear when I look back over the course of my life to see the patterns that have molded my life.

The monthly dinner group which I started last year to bring friends together is successful and thriving but my heart is no longer in it.

My homestead and yard has blossomed and come alive with my efforts and love, it is always enjoyable to sit on the porch and watch nature in my own backyard. I find myself taking a deeper view and memorizing each tree and flower. 

I may not be here much longer.

Just a feeling, but I am following the pattern that I have come to trust and appreciate.

Each home has been a place of refuge and I have sought to beautify and create my place of heaven around me.

I have already had some who have noticed my change in feeling and attitude.

I am taking care of little projects that normally wouldn’t be done till the fall, but I am feeling an urgency.

In my past I have watched life’s synchronicities all come together to show me a new path and an opportunity for new growth.

It may take a week or a month or a year, but it is coming and I can feel it in my soul.

Hawaii has been constantly showing up in my days.

It has happened before.

3 years ago I felt a strong spiritual presence come into my room. It was unmistakable and impossible to ignore. There are new guides and old familiar ones that are letting me know ... it is time, once again to prepare for the adventure of a lifetime.

Here I wait, watching for clues and connections to my new life.

Where?

When?

How?

These will all be answered and I will feel the excitement and peace to move forward into my new life.

I will always keep my experiences in my heart. Each person and place is now a part of me and I them. 

It is a way of life for me. It may not fit everyone but I know it well. 

Island

Island

Sometimes heaven and earth conspire to point the way for me to follow. This past week I have had Spirit wallop me with Aloha messages 4 times in 4 days. 

Big Time.

I have been in Limbo for the past 2 years as I have transitioned from one life into another. It has been emotional and thought provoking. 

I have reviewed my life and wondered many times what comes next.

Long ago I gave up my ego to follow my heart. It has not always been easy, but it has always been worth the effort. I have grown more than I could have anticipated when I made this choice 20 years ago. 

My informational journey has exposed me to many philosophies and walks of life. I have been able to blend my early life with that of my current life and have found a place of peace. 

I have chosen to create my world around me rather than settling for the mediocre pursuits of money and power.

I have connected with nature and with the land. I have learned to listen to the messages from the animals and have been able to steer my path accordingly.

I understand the darker side of man and the potential for destruction that some have chosen to follow. 

I found many who have given freely of the gifts that they possessed to lift up mankind only to be rejected by controlling forces.

I have connected with my family from the stars and my family who are not of this earth.

I have rarely shared the knowledge that I possess, though I would have liked too.

I have created my own version of heaven on earth in my home and some have felt that spirit and others have been threatened by my dreams.

It is now time to respond to Spirit as I have done in the past. 

The lyrics of this song by Danny Couch came strongly as I drove over Boulder Mountain today.

I share them with you ...

Island of Dreams

Island of Love

So many nights, I’ve dreamed about my Island

and all the loving memories she brought to me.

And I knew I stayed away too long from my island.

But, I‘ve come home to the only place I want to be.

Hawaii, you’re everything that’s love to me.

I see your picture in my heart, through the pages of my destiny.

Hawaii, This time I’ve come back to stay.

Somehow I always knew I would return to you someday.

Island of dreams

Island of love. 

The years went by, I traveled many oceans. My soul grew weary, for the smile of home. 

The winds of change were rising just like long ago. Now the peace I feel inside is all I need to know. 

Hawaii, you’re everything that’s love to me.

From some forgotten place and time, You’ll live forever in my memory

Hawaii, This time I’ve come back to stay.

Somehow I always knew, I would return to you, someday. 

I’m coming home,

Island of dreams, 

My lsland of love.

Blessings to us all ...