Thursday, August 23, 2012

Be careful what you wish for ...


Be careful what you wish for ...

This week I have had several reminders of how closely I am watched over from unseen guardians. 
I have had yet another witness of the universe's influence in my life. 
Maybe it is just a small reminder that I am not forgotten. 
I live in a historic house that is 132 years old. There is a board fence that has been here longer than anyone living can remember. It is one of the last here in Escalante. I usually walk around my property each day to admire the flowers, trees, and my huge crop of sunflowers. I was noticing that old board fence needed some repair and I wished that I had some old boards to do the repairs. It is not possible to buy old fence wood so I had decided to do the best I could with nails and wire. 
The next day I walked to the local store to do some shopping and noticed that one of the neighbors was replacing their old fence with a new one. I made some inquiries and the very next day had more than enough old boards to repair the old fence and build 4 "new" old gates to complete my fence project. 
I find myself being constantly reminded that I am not alone. 
There are unseen beings around me waiting to help me fulfill my desires and dreams. 
  I detached from watching the network news and even the local news. 
I find I am now more connected to important life enhancing information. 
Peace has replaced chaos and I am able to connect with Higher truth and Light. 
I was pondering my situation recently and wondering what changes might be happening in my life. I can feel the winds of change and I know there are events being aligned for me to follow. 
This week I experienced a new kind awareness that I was unable to reference in my understanding. 
It felt like someone opened a doorway and for a few moments, I connected with that energy. I don't know how it will affect me or how I will use it but it is now a part of me. 
My life has changed drastically over these past two years as I have come to know “me” in a way that was not possible before. 
Inside, there is a guiding voice that sometimes brings me to tears and sometimes to riotous laughter. 
I re-found an old friend who has always been here, but has mostly remained silent. I knew him as a child but when I began to accept the teaching and programing of the world around me, that old friend became silent. He surfaced at various times in my life to help me but his wisdom was often overwhelmed by the competing noise of the world. 
It is now time to embrace this inner voice and transform into the “real” me.
It is often a new experience to embrace and trust this inner part of me, but it is undeniable that my spiritual programing is coming on line.
I have chosen to share my experiences with you because I know that I am not alone in these changes. 
I know the answers will come to me when I am ready. 
I know the answers you seek will come to you. 
I trust in a Higher Power that will bring us all to a place of peace and understanding. 
Be careful what you wish for...
Be grateful when it comes.
In the words of Tiny Tim, God bless us, everyone!