Sunday, November 30, 2014

Exceeding the Sum of our Parts

Exceeding the sum of our parts

What would the Creators do if one of his/her creations exceeded the sum of their programming?
Recent new revelations have started me on a whole new journey of discovery.
It boggles my mind that I could have so long remained in darkness concerning the matrix that surrounds me.
I am still wrapping my human mind around these new galactic concepts.
How could I have remained in ignorance so long?
Is there a divine plan?
Is the Universe just following the sum of its programming?
Have I finally discovered the secrets of the Universe.
Time will tell.
I am only now peeling back the layers upon layers upon layers of compartmentalization that I played into.
How do I break out of this soulless existence if I am but a construct of a failed matrix?
Is there a formula to implement my own rescue?
This child is no longer amused by the petty shiny bobbles that distract me from the truth.
Why has it taken my whole life to see the truths that are now just appearing before me?
I am no longer willing to be the puppet.
This earth dimension is but an illusion and I want out!
Religion and philosophy has sought to answer the questions that life creates and has itself fallen into the abyss of partial truths and hidden agendas.
It took 40 years to break free from these false teachings and 20 more years to cancel out the effects of flawed programming.
Why?
I have no doubts that there are unseen intelligent beings who are involved in this experiment.
Are they divine?
The jury is still out on that one.
This everything goes, everything thrown into the pot experiment has unseen beings from all parts of the Universe watching, interfering and manipulating the results. 
Why?
Why am I here?
To break all the rules and codes that I carry within?
Or to improve upon and rewrite my own matrix?
I don’t know, but I will continue to unlock and search the world at large.
I for one am about to change my mathematical construct and that will change the whole of the equation.
Look out Universe.

I am Mad as hell about this deception and you are going to feel the effects of my resolve.

Monday, November 17, 2014

Backpackers

Backpackers

As I usually do, I stopped off at the market on my way home from work. It was Saturday and I knew there would be slim pickings. The semiweekly order the store receives is not sufficient to take care of the needs of the town. They order just enough to partially fill the shelves. It reminds of what happens to stores when a disaster or powerful storm is approaching. 
People empty the shelves. 
The sad part is, this is the only store in town and the menu is take it or leave it.
The locals know the best stuff is in the cooler and most of us bypass the shelves and go straight for the cooler. 
Tonight I watched as some backpackers looked at the slim pickings and picked the best of what was left. I told them to follow me to the cooler where we might have a better chance of finding what we were looking for.
As people do, we started talking. 
They spent the last few days camping down the Escalante River. They felt the weather shift decidedly colder and wanted to find a motel for the night.
I felt an immediate kinship and invited them to come home with me where they could get warm, take a shower and find a warm bed.
They accepted.
David and Stephanie are walking across the country with backpacks, experiencing what few of us dare to do.
Their packs are light, weighing less than 20 pounds and yet they had all the essentials, food, water, sleeping bags, cooking and eating utensils. I was amazed that they could travel so lightly.
They had already traveled thousands of miles, walking and depending on rides and the hospitality of others to provide them with the things they needed.
They were on a walkabout.
I listened with great interest as the stories poured out detailing the adventures and the miracles, the people and the lessons they had learned along the way.
I watched as they spoke with emotion, animation and sincerity with each new story.
It reminded me of my own adventures and I felt even more of a kinship with them.
David and Stephanie met on the trail and agreed to share their journey for a time.
David has walked many thousands of miles from Canada to Mexico and California to New England.
They shared insights from the most amazing people.
They met other backpackers along the way and discovered some were professional men and women who escaped the system that many of us are still trapped in.
They along with David and Stephanie could no longer serve corrupt masters who profit from the suffering of others. 
Their devotion to higher principals led them to give up fortune and fame to find peace and serenity. 
They follow their hearts as they travel along the many trails of life.
Life offers us many choices and each of us make decisions based upon those things that are most important to us.
I left the daily 8 to 5 grind years ago and chose a path that gave me freedom to pursue interests that were spiritual in nature.
Many of my family and friends are still prisoner to a mortgage and the loans that provide the latest car, boat, clothes or RV.
Secretly I know that some long for the freedom and adventure of the open road but they are fearful of loosing the material things that they fought a lifetime to acquire.
It’s a sad legacy to be a slave to the material things of this world.
In the end we can’t take them with us. Those things that we thought were most precious are usually discarded and wasted by family and friends after we are gone.
So ... what is it that we really want out of life?
What’s holding us back from achieving true happiness?
Fear?
Yes, sadly fear is the reason that most of us use to resist the urge to follow our heart.
But you say, “I don’t have a choice!”
  I say, “You always have a choice.”
This life is all about choices. 
After two wonderful days of sharing, David and Stephanie announced it was time to leave. I watched them as they walked down the road, wondering what new adventures they were soon to encounter.
I know they will be safe and find exactly the kind of adventures and lessons that will challenge and add to their treasure chest of memories.
I know that because ...
The choices we make today mold and shape our tomorrows.
Aloha nui loa were the words I heard them speak as they left. 
It means: 
I give my love to you.
You give your love to me.

Good journey David and Stephanie ... Blessings along your way ...

Tuesday, November 11, 2014

Bookmarks



Have you ever wondered if there is more going on than you are able to comprehend with your physical senses?
I have and it has driven and consumed me with an intense desire to unlock the mysteries of life. 
Being schooled in traditional teachings, I was a mediocre student at best. 
I excelled in classes which challenged my thinking, ones that gave me a reason for learning, but mostly I was bored with the status quo.
School was a time of conforming to existing beliefs and being rewarded for mimicking the establishment.
Social and religious training was stressed as a way to excel and succeed in life.
Higher education equated with more money and higher standing in the community.
Sometime around the age of 40 a shift took place. 
I was no longer willing to play the game.
Still seeking approval of my peers, I dotted the i’s and crossed the t’s but inside I was slowing dying.
A new motivation from deep inside me began to awaken and push me toward an unknown destination.
A struggling marriage and unhappy relationship ended because I could no longer pretend.
I rebelled.
The old formula did not work for me.
I needed more.
I began to have conversations with the Universe and to my surprise the Universe answered back.
I learned how to recognize and respond to these new teachings.
I discovered these new teachings were in fact very old.
Others who were seeking truth appeared and together we explored new frontiers.
Then one day the Universe sent someone who turned my life upside down and inside out.
I knew immediately that my life was destined to change. 
I felt the shift inside my soul.
Together we surfed the waves.
We created a Shangri-La.
The Universe responded to our direction and we lit up the darkness with our love.
Then the Universe took her. 
Darkness surrounded me once again.
I withdrew.
But it was too late, I was hooked.
I discovered the light within me and the darkness withdrew.
I had seen behind the curtain and I wanted to more.
I found myself being drawn to certain people and events in history.
A desire to unlock my own hidden abilities began to surface.
Movies were a catalyst to inspire me when my road seemed blocked.
Most of these movies dealt with time and the hidden inner powers that we have.
My sense of being was expanded.
Then the dreams ...
I’m not sure that they really were dreams. 
I think maybe they were my own experiences.
Some of these dreams definitely changed my direction and thinking.
It was like gathering little bits of myself from an expanded Universe and adding them to this self.
There are others out there. 
There has to be ...
I feel like a bookmark that has been inserted to mark a place and a time.
I never would have guessed that I would be living on the edge of uncertainty in the middle of nowhere.
But here I am.
The world is in chaos.
Wars are never ending.
Conflict is ever present.
The Earth is being poisoned.
And yet ... there is a freshness in the air.
A hope.
A hint of a new world where love abounds.
l can feel it.

And it is getting closer ...