I woke this morning or did I?
When I woke today I felt as if I had been on a long journey. My equilibrium was off, my eyes were unfocused and I felt like I wasn’t quite all here.
It’s not the first time this has happened nor probably the last. About once or twice a month I feel like this when I wake.
It is kind of like taking a strong narcotic, prescription of course. The kind that comes with a warning, do not drive or operate heavy machinery.
I know what it is …
I am on a journey traveling through time and space.
This earth is just one of the many places I inhabit.
It may seem strange to some who are still looking at the world out of a box, but it is absolute truth to me.
I began this journey long before I was born to this earth, to these parents, to this time, and to this mission.
We are all here on this earth by direct choice and knew fully what the possibilities might be.
There are events happening on this little planet that are affecting the whole of the multiverse.
My little part is to hold an energy space for this moment in time and space.
My essence has been felt in many times and places and it requires me to leave my body and check in as needed.
There is a momentous event about to take place and it requires the attention of many light workers. I suspect this is the reason that I am left with only a partial soul at times, here.
I am not the only one who feels the shift and changing times. There are literally tens of thousands who are participating in these “ off world “ conferences.
The part that I don’t like is that I very rarely get to remember what took place. It is over a period of time that I eventually get the pieces and it begins to make sense.
My wife is a bit concerned as I shared with her my feelings, she wants to make sure that I don’t exit prematurely and leave her alone.
I can relate to that.
My previous wife had to leave early on an emergency exit. Her light was needed on a more permanent basis in the multiverse. I was not a happy camper being left behind.
I tried to reassure my wife that if it is my choice, I will be here for a long time to come.
However, that choice is not always possible.
Besides, I have too much to do.
Moving another household to my pioneer home, finding space for the important stuff, making new space, getting rid of unnecessary things and doing all the honey-do’s is definitely going to take more time.
My heart aches for my home in the stars.
I will have to settle for a few out of body experiences to hold me over.
This I know, what ever is happening and is about to happen will be a monumental change for all of us.
We need to clear our browsers, get rid of all the cookies that slow us down and open a clear channel for the information that is about to be downloaded.
In the meantime, I will sit in my cowboy hot tub, ( a metal watering trough with a propane burner ) and contemplate the meaning of life.
The problem with that is, as soon as I think I have it figured out, it changes.
Well, the solution to that is to keep an open mind and not get stuck in all the sticky stuff that life has to offer.
If I can remember to laugh at myself, forgive others and keep a positive attitude about life, I think I will survive.
Namaste, I will look for you next time I am “out.”
