Saturday, September 1, 2012

Unseen visitors


Unseen visitors

I went to visit a friend today who is recovering from knee surgery. It was a surprise visit for her but I had decided to visit her several days ago.
It was one of those feelings that let me know that this was important. 
I went there to cheer her up and offer some words of comfort. 
As we talked I gained an appreciation of her struggles and triumphs. I went to share some ideas about positive thinking and healing techniques.
I was pleasantly surprised to find she had already discovered some of the same things that had helped me.
She shared with me and I her. It was an enjoyable visit for me. 
I had an unexpected gift given to me while we were talking.
In reaching out to give some cheer, it was me who became the beneficiary of our visit.
It was a further witness of my choice to follow my heart. 
It is these kind of moments that make my life richer and full.
There were other visitors in the room today.  I didn’t know most of them, but they seemed familiar. 
The visitors that joined us today in that room were unseen. 
I am often accompanied by unseen visitors. They are interested in our lives and in our desires. We don’t always notice them or acknowledge them, but that doesn’t deter them from comforting us or protecting us in our times of need.
My gift came at a time when I needed reassurance in my resolve to follow my heart. My guides seem to know me well.
They are family members who have passed on, familiar souls, and a spouse who has agreed to keep an eye on my earthly experiences. There are also animal guides, totems and aumakua who let me know they are ready to help. 
Today there were guides from both of us. The room seemed a bit crowded and yet I felt that comforting reassurance that all was as it should be.
I like these kind of spontaneous experiences that give me the hope of a better day, a better world, and a brighter future.
We are not alone. Even when we are the one who have withdrawn from our spiritual helpers, they are always with us. 
Mostly in the background of our busy lives and complicated schedules, we have given them permission to get our attention and get us back on our life course. In the event that we waver from our path, they have the ability to get our attention by allowing accidents or life changing events to occur that redirect our focus.
I try to pay attention to the subtle hints that come my way, because I know that stronger more dramatic events are there to align my path, a path that I created and chose before I came into this incarnation.
My gift today was accompanied by a familiar feeling that usually is focused on my heart chakra. Today it also came with an emotional response from me, one that I can’t mask. I will use this gift to continue my journey, it will help me to recognize others who are on this spiritual path, ones that I have a connection to, and them to me.
My gift is yours, if you will receive it.
The eyes.
Look deeply into another’s eye’s and you will know ...

Thursday, August 23, 2012

Be careful what you wish for ...


Be careful what you wish for ...

This week I have had several reminders of how closely I am watched over from unseen guardians. 
I have had yet another witness of the universe's influence in my life. 
Maybe it is just a small reminder that I am not forgotten. 
I live in a historic house that is 132 years old. There is a board fence that has been here longer than anyone living can remember. It is one of the last here in Escalante. I usually walk around my property each day to admire the flowers, trees, and my huge crop of sunflowers. I was noticing that old board fence needed some repair and I wished that I had some old boards to do the repairs. It is not possible to buy old fence wood so I had decided to do the best I could with nails and wire. 
The next day I walked to the local store to do some shopping and noticed that one of the neighbors was replacing their old fence with a new one. I made some inquiries and the very next day had more than enough old boards to repair the old fence and build 4 "new" old gates to complete my fence project. 
I find myself being constantly reminded that I am not alone. 
There are unseen beings around me waiting to help me fulfill my desires and dreams. 
  I detached from watching the network news and even the local news. 
I find I am now more connected to important life enhancing information. 
Peace has replaced chaos and I am able to connect with Higher truth and Light. 
I was pondering my situation recently and wondering what changes might be happening in my life. I can feel the winds of change and I know there are events being aligned for me to follow. 
This week I experienced a new kind awareness that I was unable to reference in my understanding. 
It felt like someone opened a doorway and for a few moments, I connected with that energy. I don't know how it will affect me or how I will use it but it is now a part of me. 
My life has changed drastically over these past two years as I have come to know “me” in a way that was not possible before. 
Inside, there is a guiding voice that sometimes brings me to tears and sometimes to riotous laughter. 
I re-found an old friend who has always been here, but has mostly remained silent. I knew him as a child but when I began to accept the teaching and programing of the world around me, that old friend became silent. He surfaced at various times in my life to help me but his wisdom was often overwhelmed by the competing noise of the world. 
It is now time to embrace this inner voice and transform into the “real” me.
It is often a new experience to embrace and trust this inner part of me, but it is undeniable that my spiritual programing is coming on line.
I have chosen to share my experiences with you because I know that I am not alone in these changes. 
I know the answers will come to me when I am ready. 
I know the answers you seek will come to you. 
I trust in a Higher Power that will bring us all to a place of peace and understanding. 
Be careful what you wish for...
Be grateful when it comes.
In the words of Tiny Tim, God bless us, everyone!

Wednesday, August 15, 2012

Listening


It’s happening again, that feeling ...

It has been unmistakable, the feelings that I have been getting these past weeks. It is the same one that has always preceded my shifting from one environment to another.
I should have known this spring when I just couldn’t find joy in planting my garden. I put it off until June when I finally put in a few vegetables, just in case my timing was off.
It is always so plain and clear when I look back over the course of my life to see the patterns that have molded my life.
The monthly dinner group which I started last year to bring friends together is successful and thriving but my heart is no longer in it.
My homestead and yard has blossomed and come alive with my efforts and love, it is always enjoyable to sit on the porch and watch nature in my own backyard. I find myself taking a deeper view and memorizing each tree and flower. 
I may not be here much longer.
Just a feeling, but I am following the pattern that I have come to trust and appreciate.
Each home has been a place of refuge and I have sought to beautify and create my place of heaven around me.
I have already had some who have noticed my change in feeling and attitude.
I am taking care of little projects that normally wouldn’t be done till the fall, but I am feeling an urgency.
In my past I have watched life’s synchronicities all come together to show me a new path and an opportunity for new growth.
It may take a week or a month or a year, but it is coming and I can feel it in my soul.
Hawaii has been constantly showing up in my days.
It has happened before.
3 years ago I felt a strong spiritual presence come into my room. It was unmistakable and impossible to ignore. There are new guides and old familiar ones that are letting me know ... it is time, once again to prepare for the adventure of a lifetime.
Here I wait, watching for clues and connections to my new life.
Where?
When?
How?
These will all be answered and I will feel the excitement and peace to move forward into my new life.
I will always keep my experiences in my heart. Each person and place is now a part of me and I them. 
It is a way of life for me. It may not fit everyone but I know it well. 

Friday, August 10, 2012

Island


Island
Sometimes heaven and earth conspire to point the way for me to follow. This past week I have had Spirit wallop me with Aloha messages 4 times in 4 days. 
Big Time.
I have been in Limbo for the past 2 years as I have transitioned from one life into another. It has been emotional and thought provoking. 
I have reviewed my life and wondered many times what comes next.
Long ago I gave up my ego to follow my heart. It has not always been easy, but it has always been worth the effort. I have grown more than I could have anticipated when I made this choice 20 years ago. 
My informational journey has exposed me to many philosophies and walks of life. I have been able to blend my early life with that of my current life and have found a place of peace. 
I have chosen to create my world around me rather than settling for the mediocre pursuits of money and power.
I have connected with nature and with the land. I have learned to listen to the messages from the animals and have been able to steer my path accordingly.
I understand the darker side of man and the potential for destruction that some have chosen to follow. 
I found many who have given freely of the gifts that they possessed to lift up mankind only to be rejected by controlling forces.
I have connected with my family from the stars and my family who are not of this earth.
I have rarely shared the knowledge that I possess, though I would have liked too.
I have created my own version of heaven on earth in my home and some have felt that spirit and others have been threatened by my dreams.
It is now time to respond to Spirit as I have done in the past. 
The lyrics of this song by Danny Couch came strongly as I drove over Boulder Mountain today.
I share them with you ...
Island of Dreams
Island of Love
So many nights, I’ve dreamed about my Island
and all the loving memories she brought to me.
And I knew I stayed away too long from my island.
But, I‘ve come home to the only place I want to be.
Hawaii, you’re everything that’s love to me.
I see your picture in my heart, through the pages of my destiny.
Hawaii, This time I’ve come back to stay.
Somehow I always knew I would return to you someday.
Island of dreams
Island of love. 
The years went by, I traveled many oceans. My soul grew weary, for the smile of home. 
The winds of change were rising just like long ago. Now the peace I feel inside is all I need to know. 
Hawaii, you’re everything that’s love to me.
From some forgotten place and time, You’ll live forever in my memory
Hawaii, This time I’ve come back to stay.
Somehow I always knew, I would return to you, someday. 
I’m coming home,
Island of dreams, 
My lsland of love.
Blessings to us all ...

Sunday, July 29, 2012

Fairies of Joy


Fairies of Joy
We come to you today to bring you a message of joy. Not one alone, for we are many. We speak to you with a united voice from our kingdom of flight. 
You have been wondering why we have made our presence known to you and why we are appearing in such great numbers.
We may be the smallest of birds, but we are powerful beings capable of chasing even the mightiest of eagles.
We remind you to find joy in life, to sing and hum in daily life. These vibrations create an internal massage and are capable of restoring health and balance in your life. Find joy in all you do and sing it out loud.
Many cultures have connected us to the mystical realms. 
We are your connection and link to fire and relationships, the past and the future. Even our wing movement in the figure of eight represents infinity and the laws of cause and effect.
We have long bills and tongues and we are able to extract nectar from flowers. We remind you to extract life force energy from the nectar of life around you. You can revitalize your self from the very ethers of the universal life force.
Use this ability to choose from life, the colors and fragrance that will heal you and create the spiritual medicines to heal you and others around you.
You have called us into your physical realm to energize and revitalize you with the very essence of life itself.
Look around you and see the joy and the possibilities that you can create. Remember to use these creative gifts to heal and win hearts in love.
We never walk, we fly everywhere. We are capable of flying high speed at take off. We can stop immediately in mid flight. We can fly backwards. These are abilities that we use to explore the past and draw from the nectars of joy. We will help you to find joy and sweetness in any situation. 
Grab joy while you can - as quickly as you can.
We want to remind you to truly enjoy what you are doing, become light as a feather ... life is rich with nectar.
We can help you to find joy and sweetness in any situation.
We have been named for jewels because of our iridescent colors, we are sometimes called the purple crowned fairy and work with the nature devas to enhance and energize the flowers.
We bring you rain, the rainbow and the promise of rain. 
You recognized and honored us, we now honor you with our gift of life.
We remind you to watch your intake of sugars, we thrive on these sugars but you must balance your diet with the proper foods.
Be playful in life, bathe often, play in the water, allow the water to cleanse, purify and energize you. Sit in the stream of life and splash. Splash the waters of life on those around you, remind them that life is meant to be joyful and spontaneous.
Get regular and deep sleep and rest, this is necessary so that you do not burn yourself out.
It may be necessary to journey, we sometimes migrate from Alaska to Central America to complete our cycle.
We will help you to accomplish that which seems impossible and we will teach you to find the miracle of joyful living from your own life circumstances.
Joy and peace always from the fairy realm ...

Tuesday, July 24, 2012

Cowboy Dinners


Cowboy dinners
I fixed a cowboy dinner tonight. I got out my Dutch oven and poured in the coconut oil. I went down to my cellar and picked out some organic potatoes that I grew last summer. They had sprouts on them, but the knife cut away the skin to reveal a white creamy texture. I was amazed that they were good after nearly one year.
Commercial potatoes are one of the most pesticide laden vegetables you can buy. They are sprayed with a chemical to inhibit sprouting. When the potatoes are ready, diesel fuel is poured on them to kill the plant and make harvesting easier.
I picked out 2 large onions and cut the organic carrots.
350 degrees in the oven for one hour makes it easy to cook. I added broccoli for the last 15 minutes and yum, yum, yum.
I had company for dinner tonight. A couple visiting from Cambodia were camping at Calf Creek Campground. I invited them to enjoy a country home cooked meal. 
I had a chance to show off my old place and give them a bit of history on my homestead.
Language was a bit of a problem but we had an enjoyable afternoon and dinner.
They asked about my wife and I explained that she died nearly 2 years ago. 
When it came time to eat, they placed a small plate next to me and filled it with food. A water glass was added and they asked me to speak with my wife.
I was a little surprised, but focused my intent on my wife. Almost immediately, I felt her familiar presence. The tears and emotion accompanied and I had to wait a moment before I could speak. I thanked her for her presence and asked for her blessing. The couple responded and let me know they felt her too. 
We talked of families and future plans. They told me of Cambodia and helped me say some words in Khmer.
I felt my heart connect tonight with a couple that were here traveling through my homeland. I was honored to share my way of life with them. They shared with me their life in Cambodia.
They invited me to visit them in Cambodia this winter when it is cold and the days are short here in Escalante. 
Winter is their dry season and the temperatures are in the 80’s and 90’s year round. 
I told them I would consider the invitation.
My heart already knows the answer.
My ego mind will try to convince me that I can’t afford the trip, It is too far and how will I travel without speaking the local language.
My spiritual self will remind me of how I felt when the invitation was offered. She will use my heart connection to get my attention and keep me focused on the adventure.
Then, there is the feeling I received when I felt my wife sit in the empty chair and listen.
The food remained on the plate during the meal and it was tenderly removed from the table when we finished, the chair was placed back in its place.
I knew that a new adventure was in my future, why should I be surprised.
Ego ... “Cambodia?
Spiritual self ...“Remember how you felt?”
Ego ...“What about the chickens?”
Spiritual self ...“You already have someone who will take care of them.”
Ego ...“What about a passport?”
Spiritual self ...“You already have one.”
Ego ...“The money!”
Spiritual self ...“You have some saved.”
Ego ... “You are following the wind.”
Spiritual self ... “ Follow your heart and the wind will guide your path.”

Monday, July 23, 2012

Wondering ...


I splashed in the small creek with my grandsons yesterday. We walked up slick rocks meandering through water, moss and fish.
It was there I saw you, sitting in the water happily enjoying the warm summer sun, splashing and totally absorbed in nature’s beauty.
You smiled so brightly, I could tell you were in love with life. 
You splashed the boys and engaged them in a friendly water game. They soon warmed to your smile and laughter and they too noticed your love of life.
I looked at you wondering, could it be?
Could it really be?
You felt it too.
We tried to talk but you are from far away and words escaped us. Unable to talk we stood in the water and marveled at the beauty around us. 
Time stood still for a moment and in the silence of nature we understood our mutual love of life.
Most importantly, I felt your heart and you felt mine.
The boys tugged at me impatiently wanting to explore the water and its mysteries. 
I wanted to stay longer but the boys were filled with limitless energy and urged me on.
I wanted to hold your hand and look into your eyes, but it was then I saw your ring and wondered.
Sadly, I left you there in the middle of the stream, urged on by the boys.
Sitting on the bank watching the boys play, I felt your gaze, turning, I saw you standing on the bridge, watching me.
I wondered, could it be?
Could it really be?
I turned my attention back to the boys playing in the water, so happily engaged in play and forgot you for a moment.
Again I felt your gaze, and turning, I saw you walking towards me.
You stood there in the afternoon sunlight, looking so radiant, smiling so brightly.
I wondered, could it be?
Could it really be?
We tried to speak again, but words failed us. 
In silence, I felt your heart and you felt mine.
Should I reach out?
Should I touch your hand?
I saw your ring and wondered.
I touched your hand and waved goodbye.
I wondered again, could it be?
Could it really be?
Time will tell and in my heart, I trust in life and love and smiles.
Now, here I am, driving back, to find your smile and touch your hand.
Are you there?
Are you really there?
I wonder, could it be?
Could it really be?
My Beloved Ones ... I know you are there.
Could it be? 
Could it truly be?
As I near this place, my heart know true and pleads with me ... 
Trust in me! and love once more ...
Wondering? ...
Wondering! ...
Wondering ...